I wasn't a perfect child, not by far. Thinking back on some of the things I did while in sin several years ago I shudder to think of how I let the devil take control of me. The fact that he could ever have a part of my son scares me to death.
More than anything in this world I want to make sure I raise my son in a good church, one that makes him want Jesus in his life more than anything. I want him to never stray from the straight and narrow and to never have to experience the sin, sadness, and brokenness that I had to before I was finally ready to surrender. I don't want him to have the personality to try the bad things for himself like I did.
I know I can't be super mom. I know I can't force him to be the person I want him to be. But I will do my best to show him Christ. I want my son to be able to look at me and say 'I want what she has.' I will pray for him daily. That's the best I can do.
I love you, TJ!